Dreams. Experiences that happen in your sleep, that you may or may not remember.
The dates are the dates in which I wake up, then remember, and then write down.
Dreams happen to me. I cannot control what I do in the dreams.
2020-08-30 First in the city with some friends, then in the cinema. It is brighter in here, and the seats are atypical and in a strange arrangement. It has multiple screens. I am sitting on a spot, but my view to the screen is obstructed. It's light in the cinema. I move to another seat, but then someone sits next to me, which shouldn't happen because of the pandemic. And then I move seats again, and the room is slightly different again and my view is obstructed. I remember thinking something about 70mm lol. And then I try to move again, but there are more people now, and again... until an annoyed young man angrily says "No more moving seats!" and then I get angry and I scream something. I live the cinema, and the operator comes out, and I apologize: "I'm sorry, I screwed up". He has sympathy. "Wait, but seats are assigned to tickets, right?" I wake up.
2020-03-18 I driving a car which is going fast. I suddenly need to break, but it turns out the surface I am driving on has very low levels of grip and I only decelerate very slowly, ABS making sure the wheels don't block. It is too late. I wake up.
2020-03-11 1: I am making photos of buildings and such. 2: C. Lagarde shows me some kind of new transport method, with surfaces under each of your feet. You move them kind of like skates except just in the forward direction and it makes you go forward swiftly. ??? I wake up.
2020-03-08 I am in a supermarket. I try to pay with a europa-series 20 euro banknote, but the cashier refuses it and tells me it's fake. I pay with a europa-series 50 euro banknote instead, and I get a first-series 20 euro banknote back. I wake up.
2020-01-27 All I remember was a station car, which also had an extra dashboard with flashy lights and buttons on top of its roof. ??? I realize that I am dreaming, and for some reason I think I must wake up, so I try to move my limbs with all the power I have in me. But I feel that my limbs are not moving, even though I am trying hard. ??? I wake up.
2019-11-13 ??? a friend of mine is upset about his dad. We go to him and suddenly he is no longer upset. Instead we look at a map of Eurasia, with large land countries such as Malta and Gibraltar. And a sea. We all evaluate the countries on the map, denoted by a weird cyrillic script. And we think it made perfect sense. I wake up.
2019-10-25 I am at the old house of a friend who no longer lives there. There lives a woman now. That friend is there as well for some reason. The woman no longer likes it, a man begins to chase me. Suddenly we are in a city. I need to ask people if they would go with me to ???. I ask a lot of people, but they all refuse, sometimes with contempt. Then I see someone who looks like an old classmate of mine. One of the garments she wears is white. Suddenly it hit me, and I asked her: "Would you like to go to ??? with me?" and she said yes. Finally, a huge relief. No longer refusal and contempt. We hug each other, it's great and it seems to last for ages. I wake up.
2019-08-28 1: I am at a therapist. There's a group of people sitting next to us. She claps her hands and immediately regrets it, the group next to us wakes up from hypnosis. Immediately they get mad at me. Then I get furious at them. I call them names one by one as they leave the building, I insult them using my body. I am furious. 2: I stand next to a greenbrown faucet. There's water coming out of it, but it streams upwards out of the faucet, and then falls on the floor. 3: ??? something with poly-Si PV modules being damaged by minimal impact. I wake up.
2019-08-05 I am in Kraków with a girl of my age. We are standing on tram tracks, and there are a lot of them, parallel. We dodge trams. We decide to go to the airport in Dusseldorf with the train.
2019-07-22 1: I am in a room with a terminal ill with a woman in her thirties. She is sitting in a chair and looks terrible. She is bold and has bruises everywhere. "Are you afraid of death?" I ask her. She says yes. "Me too". She seems sad and afraid. She's nearly crying. I sit on her lap to give her sort of a hug. I don't know exactly what happens, but she whips out her left boob and I start sucking on it. Not even a second later and I get up and I say something like "dude... I can't.". She understands, she mumbles something about mothers instinct. All the emotions are still the same. ??? 2: It's my birthday or something and I forgot. I got a card of my friends. ??? 3: I am at a place, there's some sort of walking dinner or lunch. There's a girl of my age and she says she's an accountant. "Ah! an accountant. I know what that is. like, stuff with leverage ratio. return on equity. credit default swap on Italian government bonds. Checking if stuff is actually right." I say. She walks away. Sometime later I come to her and tell that I have no clue what an accountant does and I really want to know and I ask her kindly if she would explain. She tells something that it's too complex to tell at this party and it would have to be an other time. ??? 4: I am with my dad driving on the motor way. We see someone with a trailer going way too fast and the thing is oscillating in directions. Then the whole thing becomes unstable and the car swindles over the road and crashes. Then in the back mirror, a car for seemingly no reason crashes into another. We pull over and I get out but there's an hyena and it's going to attack me. I quickly get in but it's too late and it attacks me. ??? I wake up. I can't make this stuff up.
2019-07-11 1: Watched a launch of a rocket. I am at about 250 m distance. At first it goes well, but then it goes wrong and it tries to land. When it landed I saw it tipping over, so I ran for my life. I hear loud explosions and there's debris scattering everywhere. ??? 2: ??? I am being chased in a minecraft world. I decide to escape on a motorcycle. I drive on a frozen lake, but after a while it has warmed up and it molt, and now I am crashing with my motorcycle in the water. I swim to a nearby island, and try to dig myself in in order to hide. But it's too late, I was already spotted. ??? I wake up.
2019-06-06 Went to an osteopath. We go to a special building especially for massages..? everything is in dark red. Carpet floors. And the massage thinggies too. But its way to close to the ground, so the osteopath says "sorry, it's way too close to the ground. Can't help you.". Understandable. We go out the building and just sit somewhere. ??? I wake up.
2018-12-08 My teeth fall out of my mouth. It looks like a rib from a pig including some flesh, but then with teeth attached.
2018-12-04 I'm at home. A mother brings someone in a wheelchair who's wearing black clothes. The mother pays me 700 euro so he could stay with me. He is nice, but doesn't talk and he's a bit strange, but that's ok. He suddenly dissapears. I'm begin searching him. But then I see my cat(to be called "cat" from here, with cats as a multiple I mean multiple of my cat, like a clone, this is the weird part of my dream), twice. Two cats. They're the same, they're my cat - but then a tiny bit smaller. I go outside. The more I search for him, the more cats I see. I did find some broken black vinyls though. I go inside and there are so many cats. My mother picks one up, pets it, and then she suddenly does something with its neck and it's dead. I'm startled. I wake up in the night.
2018-11-2? I'm in a line in front of a restaurant. A hook grabs me, and transports me through a tiny ally and drops me off a chair. There were really deep primary colors. The food tasted amazing. I was with somebody but I don't know who. ??? I wake up.
2018-11-14 I'm locked up in some sort of dungeon with other people. I escape. I wake up, it's light but it's early so I go to bed(not the best idea). I am in a huge underoceanic dome with buildings and a bunch of flora and fauna. I'm being searched for. Together with someone else I hide in a bedroom. The bad man founds us in his closet under a pile of laundry. He founds us, I escape. I look for an exit. I go with a tube transport system, a cart inside a transparent tube driving through buildings and the custom climate, through a beautiful ecosystem with lots of green plants. However the cart starts to beep and it crashes through the outer edge of the dome, I am under water now. I wake up, dazed.
2018-1?-?? There's a yellow 3D emoji who turns to me. It has no eyes, and a cigarette in its mouth. It has a smug look. It says: "I'm your worst nightmare!". It scares me and it made me wake up.
2018-10-2? (I'm writing from my notes at 2019-03-23) I am at an offshore oil production platform. It is high above the water, it has 4 legs, like a square table. The water is pretty deep blue. The legs are like a crane, with an X construction. They are painted with yellow and blue. There are ladders on which you can climb back up. It's really high. People jump from high in the blue water. A girl "sacrifices" herself??? idk
2018-08-12 1: I'm at a huge waterfall in a tropical country. It goes really deep down. There's some sort of bungee cord in the waterfall, you can take it as a ride downstairs. I think it's scary. The water is warm. 2: ???
2018-06-22 1: something with a shower ??? 2: I'm checking in for a flight at a large airport. When I pass I need to remove nearly all my clothes from my luggage. ??? When we land in the airplane, I clap, but nobody else claps. I feel embarrassed. I wake up.
2018-06-21 I met boogie2988. He's really nice and humble. I'm in his house and take a bath, and wash my hair with some of his shampoo. ??? I wake up.
2018-06-11 1: I'm wearing alive ducks (as slippers) who look a little like the chickens from counter-strike. There's an incision in them to put your feet in, and they have a pleasant skin within them. I'm walking to a campfire, when someone notices one of them is in an alarming condition. I quickly take it off and it sucks up a piece of a baked egg. It seems to feel better. ??? 2: I'm at some sort of conference. I met boogie2988 there. ??? suddenly I am taking care of a baby. ??? I go to sleep. I wake up, I can't find the baby. I panic. I look everywhere in my car which I also suddenly have. Then I find it in a glass jar, conserved in a solution of water and formaldehyde. I panic again. ??? I think I need to escape. So I'm driving with the car through the conference, which suddenly has streets. The wheel is too close and I use the blinker too late so I skip a few streets. ??? I wake up.
2018-05-16 ??? Met a really nice girl at a busy train station. We talk a bit, I ask her to hangout, she'd love to! This felt amazing. Then suddenly I'm on a freeway, and I realize this is a dream, and she disintegrates, and the freeway collapses with it. 😞 I wake up.
2018-04-28 I'm hanging at a great height from a mountain. I see a tarantula and a few raccoons a few meters from me away. I can feel the danger. I wake up.
2018-04-22 1: In this dream, hosma is my neighbor I have never seen but know through the internet. I go by the "middle" neighbor which we both go. She tells me stuff about hosma to me, and vice versa. 2: I'm going downstairs and witness how a (different!) neighbor "accidentally" hopelessly demolished my DJ set. I am furious and throw a peanut butter jar into the ground. Everyone tells me to calm down. Lots of anger. I wake up.
2018-04-09 1: I'm burning a lot of sticks but then the gas device that burns it suddenly has a flame out so I ignite it again but there's a huge explosion instead. 2: I'm in a speed skating icehall. We are doing a mass start. Whoever holds out the longest wins. That particular contest was for a particular city. I start of pretty good and more and more people quit. But I keep going along with someone else. The judge gets bored and calls the game off. My brother gets my skates sewn with a text "2nd city game endurance something" on the back of it. I am so proud of myself.
2018-04-02 1: I'm hugging the person who was once sort of my crush. I decide to wrap my legs around her middle so all my weight rests on her. I felt happy. 2: I'm with a friend near a pool in a city. For some reason we need to get from the pool to where our bicycles are stored(?) and back often. We use shortcuts through some buildings. Every time it gets harder, more obstacles are added and the mood gets more eerie. Then I hear my friend scream, he's been caught. 3: ??? I'm in a landscape with dunes. There's a car about to departure. Some old crappy classmates ask if they can ride along. "And why would we do that?" the driver responds. ??? I wake up.
2018-04-01 My old english teacher asks me how to copy a dvd without using two DVD drives without saving it. I suggest copy the entire DVD to the RAM and then put a new one in the drive and burn it. ??? I wake up.
2018-03-23 1: I'm with my german exchange student and I don't know his name but I'm sure what everybody calls him is not his name. We go to the classroom and we hang up our huge scissors(1m long I think). Then the teacher says something bad and also his name wrong so I decide to leave: "I DON'T NEED TO BE HERE! LET'S GO MY EXCHANGE STUDENT" so I walk to the wall to get our huge scissors but then I see something I need to bring too, followed by a thumbtack and for some strange reason I put it in my nose which made my nose bleed. 2: My uncle is being cynical in a cool house in Normandy near a river with splendid weather. We boat some and he has a grappling hook to get to places other boats can't. I see a lot of plane trails in the sky. We get up sort of a hill made out of plants. I wake up.
2018-02-01 1: I'm in Idubbbz's apartment. ??? We have a nice talk and then he asks me to leave. He was really nice to me. I leave but I forget my stuff. So I ask to come in again and grab my stuff and then leave. 2: I'm walking around in a high and wide internal hallway. I enter a building within. It seems to be a site where they demo new medical equipment. I take a seat on a cool chair. A woman tells me what's going to happen: the chair is going to draw some blood from my left ankle, and then the blood is tested in real-time. When I'm ready she starts the procedure, but the chair is taking too much blood and I get dizzy and feel my consciousness get less, I try to communicate this to her and she stops the blood drawing. I see interesting results coming in. She sees something strange: Apparently I have multiple heart attacks every month. I wake up.
2018-01-30 I'm in sort of a cave game, together with a few people. We talk to each other, find stuff, and have fun. You have to go through each "cave" or level towards the end, grab the treasure, then back. It was pretty nice and adventurous. The final cave a was a split through 2 huge green-blue rocks, all the way up. I didn't climb that one. We head back. At some point I get tired and a girl grabs my hand and pulls me through this level. I really liked that. A 3 dimensional level, sort of like in water without gravity or buyouncy and infinite oxygen but without water. It goes left, right, forward, backward, up, down... It's decorated like a castle from amnesia except it's wonderful and not dark and creepy. There are nice candles and lamps, on wonderful small little tables. I wake up.
2018-01-21 1: I'm in a tower. The tower is someones house. I talk with the owner. 2: I am at a party. A friend of mine pricks a pin all the way in my shoulder. I get a significant internal haemorrhage, sort of like a bruise. I am trying to survive until I can go to the hospital. 3: I am sitting in class. Something happens. I get out of class, but the female teacher stalks me. She says I did it. She keeps doing it, until a fellow student shows a video of the girl sitting behind my doing it. 4: There is a huge PA system in an inlet of a concrete river bank. I test it. It's super loud, it hurts my ears. I decide this would be a good place to host a reunion. Oddly only people who don't know show up. There are a lot of political differences, resulting in clashes between each of them, and everyone reacts differently. ??? violence ??? One person cries a lot. My front tooth keeps falling out. The person who cries says I should stop the reunion because it hurts her physically. So I gladly did. I wake up.
2018-01-20 I hear the carbon monoxide alarm going off. It beeps violently. I get out of bed, just as I escape my room I feel weird in my head and fall down and I'm unable to move. "That's it. Goodbye cruel world!" I thought. I feel my eyelids closing. I wake up. We don't even have a carbon monoxide alarm!
2018-01-03 Party. I'm DJ-ing for a short time. When I'm finished, one of the two other sound dudes packs my set in to play themselves. They have a crappy but wonderfully detailed 2-channel DJ set with black knobs with an unknown function. They play the worst of pop, and they don't mix it. One of the sound people asks me if I felt bad for them packing in my stuff. I tell him the moment I see that they know how to handle the equipment, I'm fine with it. Then he shows on his laptop a video of him at a sick party at SpaceX, with a Falcon 1 in the background. My friend who died came in. We talked. He wore his style of clothing he always wore, comfortable, with a comfy sweater/pullover and sweatpants. It felt so real. Then realisation and disbelief; He's not dead! He's back! I ask him why! "Mistake of the pathologist." he said. We go outside, to walk around. I talk to him. I say how bad I felt for him, that he felt so bad. How much I missed him. I ask him how the pathologist made such a mistake, but no answer. We go back inside. We play a game, we have a wooden spear with a nail on its tip. We throw it close to each other. The objective is to pick it up and throw it to someone else. I talk with him and a girlfriend. About everything. She sits on my lap, I'm sitting on an odd "varier move" chair. I hear a girl saying something like she felt like she had just been in an emotional rollercoaster. I find an exploit in the game; if you can't reach the spear without making a step, you have to skip a turn. I tell them. "Oh what the hell, what does it matter!" Everything I ever wanted was there. I wake up. 😢
2017-12-26 1: Sniping down people with some sort of weird flute, you blow in the hole, check if it's primed by looking into it(where the projectile is launched from), then aim and shoot. I am afraid it might go off when I look if it's primed, so I wear glasses. 2: I am talking to a lady about my dead friend ??? rocket in ground ??? I wake up
2017-12-14 ??? driving in a car, towards a swimming pool/football place...? I am pre-selecting a driving lane with my small yellow car. To my suprise, it doesn't lead where I thought it was heading to. (I have this pre-sorting thing in non-dreamscape, it leads to a roundabout or a small tunnel, but not in my dream). I look in my mirrors and dead corners and there is a motor cyclist who thinks I drive insane. We both go to the same place, he tells other people how insane I drive. Not sure if it was in a good or in a bad way. I am at the pool's lobby but apparently I'm supposed to go outside. I go outside and it's cold, I didn't dress properly for it, since I didn't know. I walk to the football field and there's a DJ set waiting for me. I wake up.
2017-11-29 I am at a military funeral? They missed someone. The leader asked me to fill in. I think I was supposed to hold the coffin, with my eyes closed. The leader then said stuff, and he said "pleb" multiple times, in a serious and formal way. But I couldn't keep myself from not laughing. The leader then replaces me because he isn't happy with me laughing. I explain to him that I think "pleb" is a funny word and makes me laugh. I go to the back and I am harvesting some stuff from an insect which looks and feels like corn pieces. Later, two ladies help me. When the funeral is finished, the leader walks to me and said he doesn't blame me. I wake up.
2017-11-27 ??? A girl hangs out with me. She's really nice. I can't believe it. I'm astonished. ???
2017-11-26 Bringing up memories of my uncle who died 4 years ago(in my dream). I experience the memories as I remember them. First, I was guest add a tv show, talking about my dead uncle that had found something on a vacation. A super secret NATO thing, something with war. I'm barely holding it together; I feel the immense need to cry intensely. I decide to check it out myself with my dad. It was a large concrete unfinished building, with more unfinished concrete buildings within them. We are secured; the rebar(?)/metal wire concrete enforcement is of high quality, but the concrete itself couldn't hold the weight of an adult. Through a gap I see two young men passing. My dad is suddenly gone, but I have no clue about this in my dream. Apparently there's a restaurant in some building. I take the lift in the half-finished concrete building. It's one of those buffet restaurant in which I don't feel comfortable in and the food tastes like garbage. There are young people looking for a riot. They Tcause uproar in the crappy restaurant. They send them out. They look at me with a mean face. I ask the restaurant for food, but they won't serve me, because they thought I was a rascal. I am furious. I show them my middle finger as a mean gesture. I walk downstairs and the rioters are angry towards me. I walk away. I wake up.
2017-11-22 I'm invited to summer camp. I'm excited to go; we'd go into a rocket and go to space! But when I arrive, there was no rocket. Dissapointed. ??? I wake up.
2017-11-21 ??? I'm in space at some sort of cool large metal-like object ??? I'm home. The aliens come. It's like one of those giant ayy lmao disc UFO's except it's giant, like larger than the earth. It was day but the shadow cast by it made it dark. Then the alien teleports in my house. It's just a tall human except it can live in vacuum and eats weird stuff. He asks for a newspaper to eat. I gave him one, I see him chewing on a staple. My teeth went loose. I explained the alien why teeth come loose, but it didn't make sense for me because I already had my adult teeth. My top-left front teeth falls out. I wake up ayy lmao
2017-11-04 I'm on my old high school again, on the third floor, northeast side I think. I was playing Age of Empires II against a student in the class, I lost. When we were almost ready to attack each other on the second map, the bell goes, break time. I'm walking in the swamped south staircase, something that is recurring in my dreams. I bump into my history teacher, who looks at me with unbelief. I go to the second eating/sitting hall, when I realize that there was a funeral going on. I act like I intentionally was there. When I see a small group of people walking out in a cerimonial way, I join. I'm in the halls. I wake up.
2017-11-03 1: I'm cuddling with the girl from 2017-07-25. It feels pleasant and soothing. 2: I'm in the street behind my house, with some of my family. Apparently there are new people to the family, a boy and a girl. I think the boy was bought from criminal circuits or something lol. 3: There is a huge underground/subway construction going on. Lots of people are working under unenthical conditions. There is also a weird disease ??? Somebody had an accident and the subjects internal organs were exposed, lots of blood and gore. I wake up.
2017-10-22 1: I am making a video while going downhill with an unknown vehicle. I see a old man in a car. Then I notice something: the car is split in half. Then the car violently crashes. Hilarious. At my shelter, I show it to my friends and family. I was doing a bicycle tournament in which I cycle 3000km. I had traveled 1800km in 3 days, I needed 1200 more in 2 days. I got in bit of a slump because of too much resting. ??? 2: ??? firebrigade something. We're going out but we still needed to wait for someone but as he came running the driver pulls up and drives away. He had no siren or something. I thought he was a dick. 3: At some point I find out all my computers have windows 8 on them. My father did this. It was because "the computer said so". I rage and I'm so dissapointed. "Why didn't you call? Why didn't you do nothing? Computers are good at being idle!" as I scroll through the shitty start menus, trying to see what's left of my software, I can feel myself more and more disspapointed. I see my fathers sad face as well. I wake up.
2017-10-21 1: I am attending some sort of theater show. It was a scary show. Its purpose was to feel intense emotions or something. I don't remember a lot because it was a really early dream; but there were people dressed as ghosts(?) that did weird stuff to you. The thing I remember the most is completely paralyzing me. I stood and they paralyzed me. I couldn't move or say anything. Then they did weird stuff. That's all I remember unfortunately, there was more cool amazing/scary stuff. 2: alongside a road, me and some friends(in the dream, not in non-dreamscape) walk. We walk towards a forest. Then I lose a tooth. Specifically the tooth that was filled by the dentist. It fell apart and it looked like solder tin that had lots of bubbles of air in it. I grab all the things and I want to get it fixed. I walk in a room and store them. Then I lose it and I want to revert to a previous save file so I did(this made sense in my dream). But it went wrong and most of the tooth was gone. I only had some. I wake up.
2017-10-17 I am in a large mall. I am looking in every store for a Raspberry Pi. I cannot find it. I approach a woman and I ask her. She gives me directions and tells me about color coded poles; you could tell how close I was using the color on the poles. I thank her for this useful advice and give her a hand. She wouldn't let go. She really squeezed my hand. I walk away as if nothing is happening, and I just drag her with me, until I bend over the toy store's corner, then she let go and wishes me good luck once again; this time with a higher pitched voice. I am looking in the toy store but I cannot find it. Then the lights went out and I could barely see anything. I ask if the lights may go on but they refused for some weird reason, they said something like "you can see but you have to look better" or some crap. I am searching in the dark for a Raspberry Pi. I cannot even find the poles. I wake up.
2017-10-07 I stole a car. I enter someones house. ??? heavy petting ??? in the cinema. Something violent happened; I can't remember what. A large man started to cry. I hug him. It seems like an eternity, but it felt comfortable. ??? a house is on fire, the fire brigade is on its way back, and I search my phone to make a photo of it, while the fire brigade drives on practically frame with wheels that magically goes forward.
2017-10-04 A swamp with easily climable trees with lots of branches... Next to it a fence with barber wire and wooden poles, behind it some kind of butcher; lines of animal corpses being transported, kind of like you would see in Amnesia: A machine for pigs. ??? A man that talks to me ??? a store in front of it ??? I wake up
2017-09-29 I was on a bicycle trip with lots of people. Suddenly it was very dark, and there was thunder and lightning. A lightning struck a windturbine that generates electricity. It started to smoke a lot. The sounds of the thunder were impressive, it scared me a little. Beautiful sounds though. So nobody wanted to continue in the dark with the thunder, so we decided to head to the other side of the village were there was no thunder. We went inside a snackbar. I had some jam or something that went through my sandwhich, no matter how much jam I put on it. I wake up
2017-09-27 1: I vandalized a house. The owners then came to my house, and they were angry. 2: I was in a videogame, in a biome of ice, with structures made of wooden planks. I don't know what the objective was; I think building a driving structure and driving it to the finish or to retrieve an object with it. Anyways our team made some frags and we almost finished the driving structure. But then they flanked and outnumbered us; Then I was like "well rip lmao" and then they chopped off my head. 3: I think I woke up slightly, and then fell back to sleep. I was climbing out of my bed and writing down my dreams, but then when I actually woke up I realized that never happened.
2017-09-26 "Surfing" down a hill ??? I'm in a room crapping blood in a toilet. Unrest. I'm dying. It doesn't stop. Sweat. Suddenly there is a man in a labcoat, saying something, my neck twists... I wake up scared. I've had this before in 2017-03-13. It feels like my actual neck moved when I wake up.
2017-09-24 I am driving with out license again. This time in a nice Volvo V70, through the countryside. I stop at a weird house. I park the Volvo and go to the basement. The basement looks like a cave. There is a pool of dark water, I think about 40 cm deep. There are either beavers or kittens swimming in them. They are agressive and weird. They have problems. I don't remember much anymore. ??? I go away and come back ??? when I come back, it's christmas, there is a crappy party going on. I go to the basement and see the beavers/kittens. They look fat with a shiny crust, as if they're baked in a frying pan. The party attendees gave 'em oliebollen(deep-fried doughnuts? dutch tradition at new years eve), I am in shock. I want to go away, but then the organizator - who was in the third class of the first school with me - yells "ranch" and the party members get hostile towards me. I manage to escape by foot over the countryside. A day later, I come back. The party is kind of over and everyone looks disapointed as if it were a bad party. My brother(?) hands me the Volvo's keys, but the keys look like it's from a Volkswagen. The organizator wants me to fill something in the guestbook. I write something. Also I see someone I know but he looks weird, I ask him what's up, but no reaction. I go away with the Volvo. I wake up.
2017-09-15 I am sitting in a trailer no higher than 1 m. It is a closed metal cabin. In the front is a window, which extends all the way to the sides and a bit further so you could see left and right. The trailer has two wheels. The "back" of the trailer has a beam that connects to the car, but the car isn't pulling the trailer, it's pushing it. I am communicating with an unknown driver using an unknown method. We are crossing a road that has 1 driving lane in each direction, where cars drive 80 km/h. Large trees are along the road. When the cars a clear I give go. We drive in a residential place and I hit a kid's skateboard with my front tire. There is a big chunk out of the skateboard, it feels and looks like filling of a cheap matress, but black. I am so disappointed; not only that I driven it broken but it's a crappy cheap skateboard and why not a good one and I feel so disappointed. I go with him home. I run into his mom; she says something like "WELL I MADE APPELFLAPPEN HAHAHAHAH" or something. I wake up.
2017-09-08 I was in a bar owned by Pamela Adlon. She gave me and my family a tour through her bar. She explained all sorts of stuff. ??? She explained that she could make icecream. She told me a story, it was as if I was there. She gave someone who looked like Miley Cyrus a cone with one dark ball of ice cream on it. She reacted indignantly. "Only one ball? Purple ice cream?" then she tried it and she was amazed by the taste. As she finished telling, she gave me exactly the same. I was amazed as well. It was sweet and delicious. I tried a different ball, which leaked a blue liquid, it tasted a little more sour. ??? I wake up.
2017-08-31 I was in a music club made out of wood. I get out and there is a sportsfestival. My mom approached me, she said if I could get something for her she forgot somewhere. I get in a car and drive without license, again. I wake up.
2017-08-30 1: one of my friends became evil and went rogue 2: I stepped on a small boat/raft with two floors. We went on the river. Then we went to some water were and went on a huge boat with also two floors. The boat was made of metal and was empty, but somehow it had a large engine that I didn't see. It was really high. It was almost frightening, but also cool. Then we breached through an apartment with it. The apartment had a long & narrow hall. Then a woman started to complain because one of her water supply pipes broke. I wake up.
2017-08-24 ??? I am with the girl from the dream in 2017-06-15. At first there was nothing going on(except for occasional hugging or something), then we did something illegal and the police were looking for us. Something with a harbor and residency. We were walking down a corner and we walked in the back of the police, so we turned around and went home. ??? she disappeared. Then I was with a friend climbing a linear hill in a straight line with a cycle or a car or something. There was a giant xbox and we decided to play some call of duty zombies but I decided to log in my alternative account so that the police wouldn't know what I was doing. I wake up.
2017-08-21 I had a key role in a theater show thing. We were doing our acting, and it went well. In the pause a man said that he wanted to fund it all or something like that. After the pause I got mad in the middle of the performance. It was because of some other dude. I got so mad I started saying mean things and then left the performance via the public's area. Then I thought about what I just did. I went home and sold a house to my neighbours or something. Then when he decides to buy the house, I ask him what he's doing to his old house. He said he was going to move to another house. And then I think about that because I like my neighbor. Then I run into the man who wanted to fund the theater performance or something. He said he was disappointed. I wake up.
2017-08-19 I was dreaming about a Age of Empires II match. I was building walls and stuff and it went all well until I realized I forgot to improve my military and economy. And then the enemy build two wonders: one was absolutely enormous and the other one was a little less huge, but still really big. With so many villagers, he finished them in minutes. I wake up
2017-08-12 I was doing a sleepover. But I had to change hotels, so I head for the east. I wasn't satisfied with the hotel. I was seperated from my friends. I felt miserable and decided to climb on a train that was moving to catch the attention of ambulance personel that was driving on the freeway next to the rail. It took a while before the noticed me. Then they got me and we went to a cornfield and we were searching for someone in the bushes. The police was there, too. I wake up.
2017-08-06 A suspended laying rollercoaster with big, black support poles. Then I went into a room together with 2 girls and one dude. They were saying things like "pissjoppie" and "diccjoppie". Insecure. Don't remember a lot. I wake up.
2017-08-04 I'm not sure about this dream. I was in my own house, but the geometry didn't quite match. Something up with two girls... not sure. I was on the toilet, when a snake with black wings and bright yellow and red and green appeared. I was really afraid of the snake. The snake was faster than me, but couldn't fly even though it had wings. It continued to chase me in the staircase, on which I ran down and up multiple times. I wake up.
2017-08-02 It was night. I was in the front cart of a rollercoaster. It was going up with the chain. Then it suddenly stopped. I get out of it and make some pictures and videos with my phone - which looked sick - to send to my internet friend. The pictures and videos looked vivid and with cool lights and stuff. I even walked downstairs to take more! Then I got back into the front cart and it went further. Then it got intense, but not too intense, something was off. When the cart goes down and makes speed and goes through loopings I realize I'm dreaming, because in non-dreamscape this would've been a lot more intense. I wake up.
2017-07-25 1: ??? 2: I'm in a warm climate, near the equator. ??? something with a treehouse ??? I'm at a pier. At the pier is a video being displayed of a swimmer who looks like DJ Tiësto who jumps from the pier into the water. But a plank of the pier breaks as he does that. It was probably during a competetion. I look at the pier and the broken plank. 3: I sat on a table with a girl I know. The girl was waiting for her car theory exam. I ask her if she had learned for it. She said yes. I wrap an arm around her and hold her tightly. We smile with a grin. I hold her more tighlty and tightly. She kisses me on the cheek - it made a very weird noise. I look to her with the face as if it was the most delusional thing that someone has ever done and could do. Then she said "sorry I didn't want to do that at all". A moment later she kisses me again. Big grin again. I wake up.
2017-07-10 1: something with a friend and a shower. That's all I know! 2: I was driving with my mother trough belgian mountains. We take a break at a camping place. I discovered there was a sleeping bag in the car, and I had to test it. I open someone's outside tent, put my sleeping bag in it, tried it, and closed the tent. Closing the tent was hard, and there were lights that went on as I did that. Then I felt guilt so I waited for the owners to return. It was a cheerful lady with two kids. Then I tell her that I need to tell her something. We went to the pond(or something) and I step in it with my blue pants and socks and sit down on the edge. Then I tell her what happened. She started crying. She said it wasn't a big deal, she told stuff about feelings and stuff. It was too complex to follow in my dreams, let alone to remember. I felt a little soothed, then I went back to the car and told the air here was thin. I wake up.
2017-07-02 I was driving in a truck. I do not have a truck driver's license. There was someone walking with 6 brown dogs on the middle of the road. I tried to steer away, but I hit one. Then the police asked me to stop. I stopped, and one of the two agents came with a half brown dog and said something like "you can't drive dogs dead! We're going to have to give you a fine for that." They took me to my neighbor house and turned on the TV to see how much fine I get. It was like some sort of lotto or something. Anyways it summed a bunch of stuff up and it said 94-THOUSAND-SIX-HUNDRED-TWENTY-FOUR-EUROS(or something). BUUUUT- FOR YOU IT'S JUST TWO-HUNDRED-SIXTY-FOUR! Then they said "yeahh you'll have to pay for that". Then they just left without saying anything. I wake up.
2017-06-29 I was in a family with 3 people. Two younger persons and one man around 50-60 years old. We were eating food. The the man wanted me to do something. Like eating a certain food or something. I flee. For some reason I went back to the house. There was a party going on or something - lots of young people. I was at the front door when the family returned in a car. They drove sideways towards the front door. The man in the passenger seat picked a pistol and took a shot at me; but I slam the door closed and he misses the shot. I went to the attic to climb out of a window to flee again; but I couldn't. I hear the door opening and the man running up the stairs. I wake up.
2017-06-28 First a drivable sandwich shop. I had to pay in USD. Then something with a castle. Then I had to do a "Y-Run" in Rotterdam. I stood horizontally on a huge wall; looking like it was built in a jungle a long time ago. I had to run "down" alongside the wall with a rope; hence the name "Y-Run". I was scared. I wake up.
2017-06-24 I find myself in an icecream shop. I see old classmates. They yell at me: "Hey look! The menu of 999€ gives you a mountain of icecream, and its name contains "joppiesaus"!". It was a long, loooong, german name which contained "joppiesaus". Then I saw a girl with black hair. She had the name of that icecream written on her black t-shirt. Suddenly, I am located on a viaduct on top of the freeway, in the slot/gutter covered with matresses. The girl is there too; I talk about the name on her t-shirt. I am not sure, but I think I made a picture of it as well. Then she suddenly starts to cry. I ask her "how's home?" and she says it's bad. We hug each other. Suddenly I am in front of my computer; as if it never happened and was a voice chat instead. She sent me pictures and messages to my phone. I don't know what about those. Also, vague memory of fireworks something. A t-shirt or something. I wake up.
2017-06-16 All I remember was something with Amsterdam and a bath with body parts in it.
2017-06-15 I was in my old school again, this time with someone named "Jonas Kirschenberg". First I met one of my neighbours who said the party wasn't at 30 june but on 21 june. Then I met two dudes who I know who had made pictures with an old camera - one of which was of a skewed paiting one of them made. Then I met a girl from - then - my class. I think the girl was in that year was into me but we both had issues and I think we were both too busy with ourselves. Anyways she gave me her phone number by connecting to the wifi and sending me an email from a hotel or vacation booking containing her details. She said she first went looking for the hotel and then when she ordered she went incognito so that the trackers wouldn't make the price bigger which worked; she saved exactly one euro. Anyways the wifi was slow because there were many people in that sitting area without chairs walking to their lockers. Jonas complained about this. Then we went to the other hall and Jonas talked to some girls telling them "yea I wanted to visit some country and he felt really bad so I went to the Netherlands which I find interesting". As I walk with a girl to a parked car near the enterance and get in, she looks on her phone which said 16:00 but she says oh no it's 17:00. I tell her that she doesn't need to wait for me to leave, and that I'll see her around..? I wake up at 06:39
2017-06-11 1: I was in a state of survival. I was with a group. We went into a cave, which had a stone staircase in it that led down into the ground into a series of corridors. We went down and into the corridors. For some reason I return to ground. Then I look into the staircase and it's filled with bright light-blue water. haeh. I wake up, I get some water, and I get back to sleep. 2: I remembered this but I was too lazy to write it down so now it's gone.
2017-06-03 1: I was in my old school again, in the secondary hall. There was a rollercoaster. I went outside. There was a small hut in a field. It was a bathroom. I decided to shower in it. When I showered, the janitor kicked the door in. I fell on my back and I couldn't move a muscle or say anything. I scare myself awake. Fall back to sleep. 2: ??? forgot. 3: I forgot this one also.
2017-06-01 I was in the large hadron collider with a girl - except it was in space. Apparently, there was some gravity too, it wasn't strong though. It made no sense because it was in space and we weren't on a thing that moves in circular fasion so that you're pushed to the sides of it to simulate gravity. Anyways we were in this circular room made of some sort of metal it seems. There were windows in the ceiling. There was a commander woman but idk what she did she went away. It was time to sleep. I asked her if she'd cancer, and she said the doctors think she might have. The girl and me sleep roughly next to each other. At some point we touched each other's hands during the sleep; it was soothing. She had soft warm hands. Same went for her feet. I felt relaxed. At some point she got up and got a fence she put between us. But our hands could still touch. Then more people came, and we stopped touching hands. And they all went to sleep inside the circle, with fences between them... I think. When we got up an astronaut wanted to demonstrate some stuff to us. He gave me salt. Lots of salt. He poured it from a giant salt dispenser you see on tables of fast-food restaurants. I don't know why he gave me salt, but it tasted salty. Then he gave us all an space-animal - to watch it grow under space conditions. It was kinda cool. The animal looked a bit like the headcrab from half-life. ??? back on earth there was a exhibition of the animals that grew in space. Everyone was there I think, but not the girl. It was interesting. I wake up. ;_;
2017-05-29 I was debating with someone in the supermarket about retirement age while I'm eating some sort of candy bar with the wrapping still around it. Then she walked away and I still had candy. I wanted to pay for it but everyone was gone and suddenly my mother says that I should hurry out of the store and take advantage of the situation.
2017-05-25 All I remember was that I was somewhere I've been before in my dreams. Oh and also Fireworks again
2017-05-20 I find myself sitting in the hospital, giving blood samples. The woman who is taking blood samples asks questions like: "How is school?". She swiftly inserts a needle in my vein. It hurts a little. I found out that it's not a needle, but rather a black stick or something. Then in a split-second she takes it out and puts a real needle in there. Then she walks away. I get up and start to wander around the room. She comes back and ???. I wake up.
2017-05-19 1: My mom calls me and says: "heyyy yeah so grandfather died a week ago ayy yeah k bye" - or something like that. 2: I am at my old high school, in the area with seats and tables to eat and to sit if you have nothing to do. The tables were sticky and dirty with juice as always. I saw an old friend and I ran towards him. As I approach him he sticks out his fist to my face. I run right into it. Then he said something funny and it was funny. I wake up.
2017-05-18 Something with driving and a driving instructor. Turbulent dream.
2017-05-15 Something with a rocket. Then, a woman made a wall that was designed to run into so it would get destroyed dramatically. I went to a grassfield to test it. Can't remember the rest of it, and I cannot read my notes. Oh I remember something: There were nope ropes - I mean snakes - that started to bite me. Normally I love the snakes but now the big snakes bit me 😢
2017-05-14 I was making a video with FrankJavCee. I made a sick video and he liked it so we did goofy stuff. Also, fireworks.
2017-05-03 I was with my father stealing vegetables in someones farmland
2017-05-02 1: I was with the same friend from yesterday DJing on a party but the volume was way too loud and my friend vanished so I head upstairs and remotely DJ from there which sucked ayy. 2: I was with a group of people doing chemistry stuff 1-floor deep underground on what I thought was an educational day at a university. One of the substances was Plutonium. When we were ready for the next step a chemistry teacher came in and told us stuff and we had to sit down. That's when I realize I'm at my old high school. I slowly get mad and try to act bad so I would be sent out. I acted to break a big black display-tube TV(I almost broke it accidentally). I also opened some sort of flood valve(according to my notes, I'm not really sure what happened here). I got sent out/I just went out and I bunny-hopped walked to the main halls. The female janitors were waiting for me. I hated them and I somehow managed to escape. I was really upset. I wanted to go to someone of higher authority who I knew really well and always could go to when stuff went incredibly wrong. He wasn't in his office. I wanted to go to the campus police to turn myself in. I walked to it and they were doing a shift change. They all had keycards and opened doors and greeted each other. Then they took me to cross through the old school terrain. We were with 3 or 4 in total, me, one male, and one or two mystery police agents. We had walked and carried a cage of iron bars to protect us. There was danger - the terrain was protected with a wall, and it really was, a cross. We saw beautiful old abandoned large glass sea-green buildings that looked amazing. In one building there were strange teenagers looking out the window. ??? something went wrong. It had to do with the valve I opened. Everything had to do with the valve I opened. That's probably why I wanted to go the the "campus police" in the first place. I find myself running through the streets and I see a horde of police going towards the the scene of the accident - the last place we were, in front of the beatiful building with strange teenagers - I am panicing and I tell them everything. Turns out they had already been there. Everyone of the 3(or 4) survived "the flood", except officer "retard" drowned. Then I cried really hard. I woke up.
2017-05-01 In a van with a lot of people again, going to a party in the club. Me and a friend were supposed to go on stage in the club. Instead, I got lost in a series of toilets in the alternative entry, when I finally escape I was in a city and I couldn't find the club any more.
2017-04-28 So it turns out we still had some fireworks - fireworks are a recurring thing in my dreams - so we set off some, of course with fear of getting arrested by the police. ??? I stood in front of an empty, for-sale house in my street. I had a big amplifier that made a thundering low sound. I wanted to test if the windows would vibrate, and they sure did. Unfortunately, the house owners saw it happening, and they were like "What are you doing young man!!1/??!" and then I explained it, and they were OK with it. But then the police detectives came and found a sea-green colored dead man in a few-decades old car in the house. He had no legs. The police said the legs were located inside his chest. I woke up.
2017-04-27 All I remember was two guys that were chasing me trying to kill me. Everytime I saw someone, it was someone who didn't like me - some people were people I used to know. Nobody helped. 😢
2017-04-17 1: My computer exploded. 2: I wake up, scared, try to calm myself and go out of bed. I come accross my computer but it's on a position it has never been(I was not aware of this until writing this now). I proceed to try to calm down. 3: That was a dream, too. I'm still scared but I get further into my dreams; I'm in a counter-strike map divided in cubes, and you need to climb over the cubes. But other players can shoot you and you can shoot them aswell. 4: Scared again, I wake up. Suddenly, I hear an extremely loud thunder noise. I open my eyes and my vision gains more and more noise. Then I got out of bed to calm myself.
2017-04-15 I can't remember. Something in a large city, in a skyscraper, at night.
2017-04-10 I was in a british city, riding around in some sort of structure for some weird reason - I don't really remember, could it have to do with Santa Claus? Then I got into a nuclear factory. It was a nice feeling in there. One of my neighbours was there. I got into a fight with some dude, and he opened a door in a corner, behind it there was a rocket engine pointing downwards(the exhaust goes upwards), he tried to push me in it, but instead I pushed him in it. Then his girlfriend started to get mad at me for killing him.
2017-04-09 First I was with my household in a van going to some sort of camping or farm. The road to it was in a forest and it was pretty bumpy. When we arrived, I got inside a farm house, then I destroyed the left side of a window frame and threw it in the grass, which made the owner mad. Suddenly, somebody I knew from vacation had to say some stuff. ??? Then I got into a big, bronze, pretty, boat. It had a nice swimming pool. The boat was from apparently a friend(I never saw this guy before). We talked about a new bigger boat, after that I went into the pool. I got out, went to the ship's bridge, then someone knifed my right underarm. I woke up.
2017-04-08 I built an engine with one cylinder - all done in a field of grass.
2017-04-06 I was in a store. It had many products, it smelled like a cozy library(?), with hints of wood and wool, and was both cozy and at the same time not cozy. I bought a sweater for 3,95. The PIN device looked like an old alarm clock. Then I got home and checked my Neocities website views, which was above 12000. Then I woke up.
2017-04-04 I remembered it clearly when I got out of bed. I wrote some of it down, but now it's night and I don't know it anymore. I was in Suriname, with a friend I haven't seen in a while. We both have been in Suriname in non-dreamscape. I remember wanting to get Javanese food. I was in "his" house with more youngsters, I said and did lots of wrong stuff. I think it is a message. I want to meet this friend in the non-dreamscape for quite some time now, I think I'm scared of screwing it up or something.
2017-04-01 Two dreams that I remember: First I was in a Boeing 747-400. We took off and we fly through a weird tunnel. It probably wasn't possible. In the second dream, I was late for driving practice. I was in a forest and I got into a weird vehicle. I got in and I did everything wrong. Then we drove to a construction site, the driving instructor got out and he ran with me insanely fast as I drove.
2017-03-26 I was in my old high school. First I was in class, then I got into the hallways. Everything was the same, except the staircase looked odd.
2017-03-22 First, I wanted to order a M.2 SSD but I accidentally ordered a large blue solar panel. Then I went on vacation with the household by foot. We didn't get any further than our own street.
2017-03-18 I was in a castle, dungeon, large building, or something like that. It was a dark place, sometimes there was hardly any light but when there was the interior looked dark brown, illuminated by orange-yellow light. It started out chaotic, I was terrified. There was danger everywhere. All sorts of weird beings everywhere. It felt a little bit like Amnesia: The dark descent. There were also ghosts. But not friendly ghosts, flying "bags". I can't recall the sounds. The time went actually backwards, the dream processed towards the source of all the doom. I was in the basement. The basement contained a large fireplace in the wall. There were two people: One child, one grown up. I'm not sure which one I was. There was a large book, larger than a person. We decided to burn it. It was "Class 6 Keter", referencing to the SCP foundation(Dreams are soooo weird). The smoke went all the way through the chimney, the backbone of the building. It activated all the "evil" stuff throughout the building. Then I woke up.
2017-03-16 I dreamt of finally meeting up again with a friend I haven't seen in a while. We were talking about meeting up in London(while meeting up!), we would go with a special plane that could fly 13km high. But that was soon distorted, as I enter a field with weird, colorful(yellow, orange, red), objects that look a bit like really large interconnected models of molecules(as in, nodes & vertices)
2017-03-15 Me and a friend were searching for a torrent for a program to download decentralized stuff, called "Meta 8". Once downloaded, and installed(it was a pain), we could see terminals full of internet packets of stuff that's downloading. Then I woke up(normally).
2017-03-13 I don't remember much; I ended up in a house in the front of the front door, the door opens, and a dark-grey-brown-ish standing-up capsule the size of a small human is revealed. Shortly after my neck bends 90 degrees to the right towards my shoulder(as in the side of my head lying on my right shoulder), and then I wake up with a high heartbeat - and a weird feeling in my neck.
2017-03-?? I was in school and fell in love with someone I knew earlier. Euphoric.
2017-03-?? In the bar, eating stuff with carnaval music
2017-03-?? I was with a friend in the car, we were going to amsterdam...? My mom was driving, but suddenly, she was driving the wrong way. ??? I listened music in my bedroom, but the volume was way too loud. ??? I was in a flying commercial jet looking out of the window.
2017-03-03 I drove in a car with some friends in it without a license and the ability to drive properly. I crashed. Then I got into a restaurant and the waitress called me names. Then I left and then I don't know what happened.