Dreams. Experiences that happen in your sleep, that you may or may not remember.
The dates are the dates in which I wake up, then remember, and then write down.
Dreams happen to me. I cannot control what I do in the dreams.
- 2017-09-15 I am sitting in a trailer no higher than 1 m. It is a closed metal cabin. In the front is a window, which extends all the way to the sides and a bit further so you could see left and right. The trailer has two wheels. The "back" of the trailer has a beam that connects to the car, but the car isn't pulling the trailer, it's pushing it. I am communicating with an unknown driver using an unknown method. We are crossing a road that has 1 driving lane in each direction, where cars drive 80 km/h. Large trees are along the road. When the cars a clear I give go. We drive in a residential place and I hit a kid's skateboard with my front tire. There is a big chunk out of the skateboard, it feels and looks like filling of a cheap matress, but black. I am so disappointed; not only that I driven it broken but it's a crappy cheap skateboard and why not a good one and I feel so disappointed. I go with him home. I run into his mom; she says something like "WELL I MADE APPELFLAPPEN HAHAHAHAH" or something. I wake up.
- 2017-09-08 I was in a bar owned by Pamela Adlon. She gave me and my family a tour through her bar. She explained all sorts of stuff. ??? She explained that she could make icecream. She told me a story, it was as if I was there. She gave someone who looked like Miley Cyrus a cone with one dark ball of ice cream on it. She reacted indignantly. "Only one ball? Purple ice cream?" then she tried it and she was amazed by the taste. As she finished telling, she gave me exactly the same. I was amazed as well. It was sweet and delicious. I tried a different ball, which leaked a blue liquid, it tasted a little more sour. ??? I wake up.
- 2017-08-31 I was in a music club made out of wood. I get out and there is a sportsfestival. My mom approached me, she said if I could get something for her she forgot somewhere. I get in a car and drive without license, again. I wake up.
- 2017-08-30 1: one of my friends became evil and went rogue 2: I stepped on a small boat/raft with two floors. We went on the river. Then we went to some water were and went on a huge boat with also two floors. The boat was made of metal and was empty, but somehow it had a large engine that I didn't see. It was really high. It was almost frightening, but also cool. Then we breached through an apartment with it. The apartment had a long & narrow hall. Then a woman started to complain because one of her water supply pipes broke. I wake up.
- 2017-08-24 ??? I am with the girl from the dream in 2017-06-15. At first there was nothing going on(except for occasional hugging or something), then we did something illegal and the police were looking for us. Something with a harbor and residency. We were walking down a corner and we walked in the back of the police, so we turned around and went home. ??? she disappeared. Then I was with a friend climbing a linear hill in a straight line with a cycle or a car or something. There was a giant xbox and we decided to play some call of duty zombies but I decided to log in my alternative account so that the police wouldn't know what I was doing. I wake up.
- 2017-08-21 I had a key role in a theater show thing. We were doing our acting, and it went well. In the pause a man said that he wanted to fund it all or something like that. After the pause I got mad in the middle of the performance. It was because of some other dude. I got so mad I started saying mean things and then left the performance via the public's area. Then I thought about what I just did. I went home and sold a house to my neighbours or something. Then when he decides to buy the house, I ask him what he's doing to his old house. He said he was going to move to another house. And then I think about that because I like my neighbor. Then I run into the man who wanted to fund the theater performance or something. He said he was disappointed. I wake up.
- 2017-08-19 I was dreaming about a Age of Empires II match. I was building walls and stuff and it went all well until I realized I forgot to improve my military and economy. And then the enemy build two wonders: one was absolutely enormous and the other one was a little less huge, but still really big. With so many villagers, he finished them in minutes. I wake up
- 2017-08-12 I was doing a sleepover. But I had to change hotels, so I head for the east. I wasn't satisfied with the hotel. I was seperated from my friends. I felt miserable and decided to climb on a train that was moving to catch the attention of ambulance personel that was driving on the freeway next to the rail. It took a while before the noticed me. Then they got me and we went to a cornfield and we were searching for someone in the bushes. The police was there, too. I wake up.
- 2017-08-06 A suspended laying rollercoaster with big, black support poles. Then I went into a room together with 2 girls and one dude. They were saying things like "pissjoppie" and "diccjoppie". Insecure. Don't remember a lot. I wake up.
- 2017-08-04 I'm not sure about this dream. I was in my own house, but the geometry didn't quite match. Something up with two girls... not sure. I was on the toilet, when a snake with black wings and bright yellow and red and green appeared. I was really afraid of the snake. The snake was faster than me, but couldn't fly even though it had wings. It continued to chase me in the staircase, on which I ran down and up multiple times. I wake up.
- 2017-08-02 It was night. I was in the front cart of a rollercoaster. It was going up with the chain. Then it suddenly stopped. I get out of it and make some pictures and videos with my phone - which looked sick - to send to my internet friend. The pictures and videos looked vivid and with cool lights and stuff. I even walked downstairs to take more! Then I got back into the front cart and it went further. Then it got intense, but not too intense, something was off. When the cart goes down and makes speed and goes through loopings I realize I'm dreaming, because in non-dreamscape this would've been a lot more intense. I wake up.
- 2017-07-25 1: ??? 2: I'm in a warm climate, near the equator. ??? something with a treehouse ??? I'm at a pier. At the pier is a video being displayed of a swimmer who looks like DJ Tiësto who jumps from the pier into the water. But a plank of the pier breaks as he does that. It was probably during a competetion. I look at the pier and the broken plank. 3: I sat on a table with a girl I know. The girl was waiting for her car theory exam. I ask her if she had learned for it. She said yes. I wrap an arm around her and hold her tightly. We smile with a grin. I hold her more tighlty and tightly. She kisses me on the cheek - it made a very weird noise. I look to her with the face as if it was the most delusional thing that someone has ever done and could do. Then she said "sorry I didn't want to do that at all". A moment later she kisses me again. Big grin again. I wake up.
- 2017-07-10 1: something with a friend and a shower. That's all I know! 2: I was driving with my mother trough belgian mountains. We take a break at a camping place. I discovered there was a sleeping bag in the car, and I had to test it. I open someone's outside tent, put my sleeping bag in it, tried it, and closed the tent. Closing the tent was hard, and there were lights that went on as I did that. Then I felt guilt so I waited for the owners to return. It was a cheerful lady with two kids. Then I tell her that I need to tell her something. We went to the pond(or something) and I step in it with my blue pants and socks and sit down on the edge. Then I tell her what happened. She started crying. She said it wasn't a big deal, she told stuff about feelings and stuff. It was too complex to follow in my dreams, let alone to remember. I felt a little soothed, then I went back to the car and told the air here was thin. I wake up.
- 2017-07-02 I was driving in a truck. I do not have a truck driver's license. There was someone walking with 6 brown dogs on the middle of the road. I tried to steer away, but I hit one. Then the police asked me to stop. I stopped, and one of the two agents came with a half brown dog and said something like "you can't drive dogs dead! We're going to have to give you a fine for that." They took me to my neighbor house and turned on the TV to see how much fine I get. It was like some sort of lotto or something. Anyways it summed a bunch of stuff up and it said 94-THOUSAND-SIX-HUNDRED-TWENTY-FOUR-EUROS(or something). BUUUUT- FOR YOU IT'S JUST TWO-HUNDRED-SIXTY-FOUR! Then they said "yeahh you'll have to pay for that". Then they just left without saying anything. I wake up.
- 2017-06-29 I was in a family with 3 people. Two younger persons and one man around 50-60 years old. We were eating food. The the man wanted me to do something. Like eating a certain food or something. I flee. For some reason I went back to the house. There was a party going on or something - lots of young people. I was at the front door when the family returned in a car. They drove sideways towards the front door. The man in the passenger seat picked a pistol and took a shot at me; but I slam the door closed and he misses the shot. I went to the attic to climb out of a window to flee again; but I couldn't. I hear the door opening and the man running up the stairs. I wake up.
- 2017-06-28 First a drivable sandwich shop. I had to pay in USD. Then something with a castle. Then I had to do a "Y-Run" in Rotterdam. I stood horizontally on a huge wall; looking like it was built in a jungle a long time ago. I had to run "down" alongside the wall with a rope; hence the name "Y-Run". I was scared. I wake up.
- 2017-06-24 I find myself in an icecream shop. I see old classmates. They yell at me: "Hey look! The menu of 999€ gives you a mountain of icecream, and its name contains "joppiesaus"!". It was a long, loooong, german name which contained "joppiesaus". Then I saw a girl with black hair. She had the name of that icecream written on her black t-shirt. Suddenly, I am located on a viaduct on top of the freeway, in the slot/gutter covered with matresses. The girl is there too; I talk about the name on her t-shirt. I am not sure, but I think I made a picture of it as well. Then she suddenly starts to cry. I ask her "how's home?" and she says it's bad. We hug each other. Suddenly I am in front of my computer; as if it never happened and was a voice chat instead. She sent me pictures and messages to my phone. I don't know what about those. Also, vague memory of fireworks something. A t-shirt or something. I wake up.
- 2017-06-16 All I remember was something with Amsterdam and a bath with body parts in it.
- 2017-06-15 I was in my old school again, this time with someone named "Jonas Kirschenberg". First I met one of my neighbours who said the party wasn't at 30 june but on 21 june. Then I met two dudes who I know who had made pictures with an old camera - one of which was of a skewed paiting one of them made. Then I met a girl from - then - my class. I think the girl was in that year was into me but we both had issues and I think we were both too busy with ourselves. Anyways she gave me her phone number by connecting to the wifi and sending me an email from a hotel or vacation booking containing her details. She said she first went looking for the hotel and then when she ordered she went incognito so that the trackers wouldn't make the price bigger which worked; she saved exactly one euro. Anyways the wifi was slow because there were many people in that sitting area without chairs walking to their lockers. Jonas complained about this. Then we went to the other hall and Jonas talked to some girls telling them "yea I wanted to visit some country and he felt really bad so I went to the Netherlands which I find interesting". As I walk with a girl to a parked car near the enterance and get in, she looks on her phone which said 16:00 but she says oh no it's 17:00. I tell her that she doesn't need to wait for me to leave, and that I'll see her around..? I wake up at 06:39
- 2017-06-11 1: I was in a state of survival. I was with a group. We went into a cave, which had a stone staircase in it that led down into the ground into a series of corridors. We went down and into the corridors. For some reason I return to ground. Then I look into the staircase and it's filled with bright light-blue water. haeh. I wake up, I get some water, and I get back to sleep. 2: I remembered this but I was too lazy to write it down so now it's gone.
- 2017-06-03 1: I was in my old school again, in the secondary hall. There was a rollercoaster. I went outside. There was a small hut in a field. It was a bathroom. I decided to shower in it. When I showered, the janitor kicked the door in. I fell on my back and I couldn't move a muscle or say anything. I scare myself awake. Fall back to sleep. 2: ??? forgot. 3: I forgot this one also.
- 2017-06-01 I was in the large hadron collider with a girl - except it was in space. Apparently, there was some gravity too, it wasn't strong though. It made no sense because it was in space and we weren't on a thing that moves in circular fasion so that you're pushed to the sides of it to simulate gravity. Anyways we were in this circular room made of some sort of metal it seems. There were windows in the ceiling. There was a commander woman but idk what she did she went away. It was time to sleep. I asked her if she'd cancer, and she said the doctors think she might have. The girl and me sleep roughly next to each other. At some point we touched each other's hands during the sleep; it was soothing. She had soft warm hands. Same went for her feet. I felt relaxed. At some point she got up and got a fence she put between us. But our hands could still touch. Then more people came, and we stopped touching hands. And they all went to sleep inside the circle, with fences between them... I think. When we got up an astronaut wanted to demonstrate some stuff to us. He gave me salt. Lots of salt. He poured it from a giant salt dispenser you see on tables of fast-food restaurants. I don't know why he gave me salt, but it tasted salty. Then he gave us all an space-animal - to watch it grow under space conditions. It was kinda cool. The animal looked a bit like the headcrab from half-life. ??? back on earth there was a exhibition of the animals that grew in space. Everyone was there I think, but not the girl. It was interesting. I wake up. ;_;
- 2017-05-29 I was debating with someone in the supermarket about retirement age while I'm eating some sort of candy bar with the wrapping still around it. Then she walked away and I still had candy. I wanted to pay for it but everyone was gone and suddenly my mother says that I should hurry out of the store and take advantage of the situation.
- 2017-05-25 All I remember was that I was somewhere I've been before in my dreams. Oh and also Fireworks again
- 2017-05-20 I find myself sitting in the hospital, giving blood samples. The woman who is taking blood samples asks questions like: "How is school?". She swiftly inserts a needle in my vein. It hurts a little. I found out that it's not a needle, but rather a black stick or something. Then in a split-second she takes it out and puts a real needle in there. Then she walks away. I get up and start to wander around the room. She comes back and ???. I wake up.
- 2017-05-19 1: My mom calls me and says: "heyyy yeah so grandfather died a week ago ayy yeah k bye" - or something like that. 2: I am at my old high school, in the area with seats and tables to eat and to sit if you have nothing to do. The tables were sticky and dirty with juice as always. I saw an old friend and I ran towards him. As I approach him he sticks out his fist to my face. I run right into it. Then he said something funny and it was funny. I wake up.
- 2017-05-18 Something with driving and a driving instructor. Turublent dream.
- 2017-05-15 Something with a rocket. Then, a woman made a wall that was designed to run into so it would get destroyed dramatically. I went to a grasfield to test it. Can't remember the rest of it, and I cannot read my notes. Oh I remember something: There were nope ropes - I mean snakes - that started to bite me. Normally I love the snakes but now the big snakes bit me 😢
- 2017-05-14 I was making a video with FrankJavCee. I made a sick video and he liked it so we did goofy stuff. Also, fireworks.
- 2017-05-03 I was with my father stealing vegetables in someones farmland
- 2017-05-02 1: I was with the same friend from yesterday DJing on a party but the volume was way too loud and my friend vanished so I head upstairs and remotely DJ from there which sucked ayy. 2: I was with a group of people doing chemistry stuff 1-floor deep underground on what I thought was an educational day at a university. One of the substances was Plutonium. When we were ready for the next step a chemistry teacher came in and told us stuff and we had to sit down. That's when I realize I'm at my old high school. I slowly get mad and try to act bad so I would be sent out. I acted to break a big black display-tube TV(I almost broke it accidentally). I also opened some sort of flood valve(according to my notes, I'm not really sure what happened here). I got sent out/I just went out and I
bunny-hopped walked to the main halls. The female janitors were waiting for me. I hated them and I somehow managed to escape. I was really upset. I wanted to go to someone of higher authority who I knew really well and always could go to when stuff went incredibly wrong. He wasn't in his office. I wanted to go to the campus police to turn myself in. I walked to it and they were doing a shift change. They all had keycards and opened doors and greeted each other. Then they took me to cross through the old school terrain. We were with 3 or 4 in total, me, one male, and one or two mystery police agents. We had walked and carried a cage of iron bars to protect us. There was danger - the terrain was protected with a wall, and it really was, a cross. We saw beautiful old abandoned large glass sea-green buildings that looked amazing. In one building there were strange teenagers looking out the window. ??? something went wrong. It had to do with the valve I opened. Everything had to do with the valve I opened. That's probably why I wanted to go the the "campus police" in the first place. I find myself running through the streets and I see a horde of police going towards the the scene of the accident - the last place we were, in front of the beatiful building with strange teenagers - I am panicing and I tell them everything. Turns out they had already been there. Everyone of the 3(or 4) survived "the flood", except officer "retard" drowned. Then I cried really hard. I woke up.
- 2017-05-01 In a van with a lot of people again, going to a party in the club. Me and a friend were supposed to go on stage in the club. Instead, I got lost in a series of toilets in the alternative entry, when I finally escape I was in a city and I couldn't find the club any more.
- 2017-04-28 So it turns out we still had some fireworks - fireworks are a recurring thing in my dreams - so we set off some, of course with fear of getting arrested by the police. ??? I stood in front of an empty, for-sale house in my street. I had a big amplifier that made a thundering low sound. I wanted to test if the windows would vibrate, and they sure did. Unfortunately, the house owners saw it happening, and they were like "What are you doing young man!!1/??!" and then I explained it, and they were OK with it. But then the police detectives came and found a sea-green colored dead man in a few-decades old car in the house. He had no legs. The police said the legs were located inside his chest. I woke up.
- 2017-04-27 All I remember was two guys that were chasing me trying to kill me. Everytime I saw someone, it was someone who didn't like me - some people were people I used to know. Nobody helped. 😢
- 2017-04-17 1: My computer exploded. 2: I wake up, scared, try to calm myself and go out of bed. I come accross my computer but it's on a position it has never been(I was not aware of this until writing this now). I proceed to try to calm down. 3: That was a dream, too. I'm still scared but I get further into my dreams; I'm in a counter-strike map divided in cubes, and you need to climb over the cubes. But other players can shoot you and you can shoot them aswell. 4: Scared again, I wake up. Suddenly, I hear an extremely loud thunder noise. I open my eyes and my vision gains more and more noise. Then I got out of bed to calm myself.
- 2017-04-15 I can't remember. Something in a large city, in a skyscraper, at night.
- 2017-04-10 I was in a british city, riding around in some sort of structure for some weird reason - I don't really remember, could it have to do with Santa Claus? Then I got into a nuclear factory. It was a nice feeling in there. One of my neighbours was there. I got into a fight with some dude, and he opened a door in a corner, behind it there was a rocket engine pointing downwards(the exhaust goes upwards), he tried to push me in it, but instead I pushed him in it. Then his girlfriend started to get mad at me for killing him.
- 2017-04-09 First I was with my household in a van going to some sort of camping or farm. The road to it was in a forest and it was pretty bumpy. When we arrived, I got inside a farm house, then I destroyed the left side of a window frame and threw it in the grass, which made the owner mad. Suddenly, somebody I knew from vacation had to say some stuff. ??? Then I got into a big, bronze, pretty, boat. It had a nice swimming pool. The boat was from apparently a friend(I never saw this guy before). We talked about a new bigger boat, after that I went into the pool. I got out, went to the ship's bridge, then someone knifed my right underarm. I woke up.
- 2017-04-08 I built an engine with one cylinder - all done in a field of grass.
- 2017-04-06 I was in a store. It had many products, it smelled like a cozy library(?), with hints of wood and wool, and was both cozy and at the same time not cozy. I bought a sweater for 3,95. The PIN device looked like an old alarm clock. Then I got home and checked my Neocities website views, which was above 12000. Then I woke up.
- 2017-04-04 I remembered it clearly when I got out of bed. I wrote some of it down, but now it's night and I don't know it anymore. I was in Suriname, with a friend I haven't seen in a while. We both have been in Suriname in non-dreamscape. I remember wanting to get Javanese food. I was in "his" house with more youngsters, I said and did lots of wrong stuff. I think it is a message. I want to meet this friend in the non-dreamscape for quite some time now, I think I'm scared of screwing it up or something.
- 2017-04-01 Two dreams that I remember: First I was in a Boeing 747-400. We took off and we fly through a weird tunnel. It probably wasn't possible. In the second dream, I was late for driving practice. I was in a forest and I got into a weird vehicle. I got in and I did everything wrong. Then we drove to a construction site, the driving instructor got out and he ran with me insanely fast as I drove.
- 2017-03-26 I was in my old high school. First I was in class, then I got into the hallways. Everything was the same, except the staircase looked odd.
- 2017-03-22 First, I wanted to order a M.2 SSD but I accidentally ordered a large blue solar panel. Then I went on vacation with the household by foot. We didn't get any further than our own street.
- 2017-03-18 I was in a castle, dungeon, large building, or something like that. It was a dark place, sometimes there was hardly any light but when there was the interior looked dark brown, illuminated by orange-yellow light. It started out chaotic, I was terrified. There was danger everywhere. All sorts of weird beings everywhere. It felt a little bit like Amnesia: The dark descent. There were also ghosts. But not friendly ghosts, flying "bags". I can't recall the sounds. The time went actually backwards, the dream processed towards the source of all the doom. I was in the basement. The basement contained a large fireplace in the wall. There were two people: One child, one grown up. I'm not sure which one I was. There was a large book, larger than a person. We decided to burn it. It was "Class 6 Keter", referencing to the SCP foundation(Dreams are soooo weird). The smoke went all the way through the chimney, the backbone of the building. It activated all the "evil" stuff throughout the building. Then I woke up.
- 2017-03-16 I dreamt of finally meeting up again with a friend I haven't seen in a while. We were talking about meeting up in London(while meeting up!), we would go with a special plane that could fly 13km high. But that was soon distorted, as I enter a field with weird, colorful(yellow, orange, red), objects that look a bit like really large interconnected models of molecules(as in, nodes & vertices)
- 2017-03-15 Me and a friend were searching for a torrent for a program to download decentralized stuff, called "Meta 8". Once downloaded, and installed(it was a pain), we could see terminals full of internet packets of stuff that's downloading. Then I woke up(normally).
- 2017-03-13 I don't remember much; I ended up in a house in the front of the front door, the door opens, and a dark-grey-brown-ish standing-up capsule the size of a small human is revealed. Shortly after my neck bends 90 degrees to the right towards my shoulder(as in the side of my head lying on my right shoulder), and then I wake up with a high heartbeat - and a weird feeling in my neck.
- 2017-03-?? I was in school and fell in love with someone I knew earlier. Euphoric.
- 2017-03-?? In the bar, eating stuff with carnaval music
- 2017-03-?? I was with a friend in the car, we were going to amsterdam...? My mom was driving, but suddenly, she was driving the wrong way. ??? I listened music in my bedroom, but the volume was way too loud. ??? I was in a flying commercial jet looking out of the window.
- 2017-03-03 I drove in a car with some friends in it without a license and the ability to drive properly. I crashed. Then I got into a restaurant and the waitress called me names. Then I left and then I don't know what happened.